I've been organiseing this show and it's dragging me down big time. I guess I work better without a deadline, restrictions tend to result in a lack of creation for me anyway. I've painted in almost a week and tthis is really rare for me I still don't know exactly what I'm trying to or how I'm trying to do it but for some reason I'm feeling a tad unmotivatd. I can't deccide what I'm after and I feel as though makeing work specifically for a show can mean your work becomes inhibited and commeralised I suspose i wwouldn't be saying that I wasn't haveing major blockage issues right now.

thats it ......I'm moving to the wilderness to live off berries and bath in streams.